i've been on a semi-hiatus help/v personal

i keep gradually gaining watchers?? how?? it's not many at all, but i'm so sorry to any new watchers i've gained in the past month for i haven't submitted anything new yet ;n;

i've been SO swamped with school and other shit. this year is my senior year in high school and well ahahaha i'm fucking stressed. today's like the first day in 3 days where i haven't cried. 

AP Stats has been proving more challenging than i anticipated, i've got college shit to deal with like applying, marching band has taken up a lot of my time and it's been proving to be a fucking stress lately with people, i'm gonna start working next month, then i've been in a disagreement with my parents regarding church and youth group and conformation. 

i feel kinda weird saying this on here but oh god, i nearly had a panic attack on monday for the first time in like two years.

my big break will be at the end of this month and oh my god do i fucking need it.

but yeah, that's that. i'm okay right now. i'm not really seeking attention by making this journal. i just wanted to inform my active watchers of where i've been lately. i haven't ditched or anything.

in fact, there was one day where i got to work on an idea for a cute nalu one shot and i cant wait to be able to share it with you guys!

Okay! that's all from me! have a great day you guys! smile~!